Personally, I am an atheist, but I was asked to write a piece on what god would want to say to us if we did believe. This may help you decide if you should believe in a god or not.
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You asked for strength, I gave you difficulties to make you strong.
You asked for wisdom, I gave you problems to solve.
You asked for courage, I gave you dangers to overcome.
You asked for love, I gave you a heart.
I gave you nothing you wanted; you received everything you needed.
I have answered your prayers.
I gave you a brain for knowledge, you invented crime.
I gave you hands, you created weapons.
I gave you fresh air, you pollute it.
I gave you healthy lungs, you destroy them with smoke.
I gave you clean water, yet you don’t share.
I gave you everything you needed; you did what you wanted.
Answer your own prayers.
I gave you peace. You chose war.